Smile today, tomorrow could be worse.

"Open your eyes, look within. Are you satisfied with the life you're living?"

01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
04: what are you listening to?
05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?
06: where do you think your best friend is right now?
07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
08: favorite song ?
09: kiss on the first date?
10: is there one person you want to be with right now?
11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
12: is there something you would like to say to someone?
13: what are three things you did today?
14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?
15: what is your favorite kind of gum?
16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?
17: what is on your wrists right now?
18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?
19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?
20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?
21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?
22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?
23: how have you felt today?
24: you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
25: what is wrong with you right now?
26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?
27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?
28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?
29: how late did you stay up last night and why?
30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
31: what were you doing an hour ago?
32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?
33: are you wearing jeans right now?
34: are you a patient person?
35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
36: favorite color?
37: did you have a dream last night?
38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?
40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?
41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
42: do you like meeting new people?
43: are you afraid of falling in love?
44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?
45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?


So there i was just scrolling through someones tumblr, and i came across this and i just stopped. It caught my attention for a long time. I noticed every piece breaking, in slow motion so clearly and the one thing that came to my mind was that moment when your heart breaks. When you can feel it drop and break into little pieces when you hear something that you wish wasn’t true, the truth that you have made yourself not believe, read something you wish hadn’t, or seen something you wish you hadn’t.

This is probably the most meaningful post I’ve ever seen.

I’m just going to say it. I’m really lost at the moment. I feel like I’m dangling from a thin thread just waiting to fall into that dark hole underneath me. There are days where I forget about that thread, and I feel happy. Like before, like when I really was just a person happy to live. But for a few months now, that’s just not the case. I see myself now, and I think I’m a catastrophe, just a “problem”. 

I’ve had problems before, and I’ve been sad but it’s never been as bad and I’ve never taken a step back on my life and actually thought about everything that’s happened. I think this is the reason why it’s all so bad now, I’m just thinking about everything that my family and I have gone through. I lost my father when I was 4 and I’m realizing now that it never actually hit me as hard as it’s hitting me now. I really miss him. I want to know him and to live moments with him. But he’s not here. And I feel like I’m not good enough for my mother. I feel like I don’t deserve her because I’m so selfish. So shitty. 

I just want him back, I want my brothers back and I want them here so I can love them. But I can’t, because we’re all apart. It’s a bad day today and I can’t stop crying. I feel like this is going to be another sleepless night. 


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So me

I read this as a kid and it had a really significant effect on me and and it’s a big influence on my world view and I still think it’s the most beautiful and profound thing anyone’s ever said about beauty
"When people hurt you over and over, think of them like sandpaper. They may scratch and hurt you a bit, but in the end, you end up polished and they end up useless."
Chris Colfer  (via silly-luv)

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"Nothing in this world can take the place of persistence.
Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful people with talent.
Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb.
Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts.
Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent.
The slogan “press on” has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race."
Calvin Coolidge (via silly-luv)

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